On Friday 24th Feb I had an awful day, but as usual he knew exactly what to say to make me feel better, he said
‘You’re still standing at the end of the day. Something has gone right, you haven’t given up.’
He has been my rock throughout everything that we have been through together, he says it’s his job, but honestly he goes above and beyond.
He has supported me even though he’s hurting too, and I can get so caught up in my own emotions that I don’t care enough for his, because there isn’t anything else in my head sometimes.
You don’t get many people who tell you that you’re beautiful even though you haven’t washed properly in a week, have just got out of hospital at 3am the same morning, with tea stained pjamas and you can’t speak.There also aren’t many people who stick around when you get sick, and he always has, which in itself is a testament to the sort of man that he is.
It’staken a long time to finish and publish this post, because it’s hard to know what to say. I just hope that there is at least one person like him in everybody’s lives, because everyone deserves an L.
I can’t believe that come April it will have been 5 years. We’ve done a lot of growing up together, and these have been the best years of my life, despite everything that life has thrown at us, both as a couple and as individuals.
I can’t remember now what was so awful on friday the 24th, it’s March now, I just know that when I felt like I had failed him, and failed life that he said exactly the right thing, and I wasn’t drowning anymore.
And if one more person asks if I’m bored of him yet, the answer is no. You can’t be bored with someone who makes you smile every day.
Annoyed and frustrated sometimes, yes. But never bored, and still not willing to give up on my favourite dork.
From one dork to another x